places like this put me in an absolute trance
I’m not sure if I’m depressed. I mean, I’m not exactly sad. But I’m not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, But sometimes when I’m alone at night I forget how to feel.
Sometimes you need a kick to realise what’s important. Sacrificing an inch of yourself to keep something invaluable and precious can be justified.
Despite how much it may test you, nothing is worth losing the one you love.
Right now I’m a disgrace of an individual … tomorrow I’ll be an upstanding citizen. Or maybe I won’t who knows …
thank you for asking anon :)
my blog was sad … it is however VERY happy at the moment, all good things going on in the world
Being this alone is going to kill me.
I have no inspiration for the things I used to love